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I'm a pretty private person, and I like to think that I'm a very kind person. I always try to think about how the other person is feeling. I'm in my (very!) early 40's, and worry every single day about getting older, and not having enough time left to do the things that I want to do, and not ever getting to make the dreams that I have come true. Like that movie "As Good As It Gets".........I often wonder, "IS this as good as it gets"?? I just feel like something is missing from my life, although I'm not sure what. I also always dreamed of living by the beach, visiting Paris (along with many many other places), and so many other things that I haven't done yet........I guess maybe this all sounds very corny, but I will be SO disappointed if I find myself at the end of my life, and have not gotten to do any of the things I've dreamed about. Already, I'm sad that so much of my life is over, and so much time wasted. My bright lights are my children........their futures are so promising. I try to force them, especially my daughter (just because I spend more time talking with her), to realize how quickly time passes, and to take advantage of every opportunity that they can, to grab every experience that comes their way. Hey, if an adventure would happen to come my way at this point, I would SO jump right on it!! :)