RaynDrahps' photostream

LIfe interests me to the extent that its absurd. This is not to say it doesn't wear me down at times with all the negative but I have great friends to help pull me though those times. Chaos and dichotomies tend to explain me decently as well. I love nature but don't get to experience it enough which, humorously is because I don't own a vehicle that consumes gasoline. I love raves yet haven't been to one since I saw some 14 year old on E with his eyes rolled back into his head. I love sports yet dislike jocks. I love chaos and excitement and millions of things going on yet through it all I'll be sitting off in a corner taking it all in, I'm a pretty mellow beign. I love expensive suits but would never wear one to work. I love expensive things yet hate old money. I prefer quality over quantity, cash over credit. I'm a hippy but I love to shower. I'm a punk but I have a corporate job where I bang the box from inside as much as possible. I look gruff and angry all the time but have a soft chewy center that is not hard to find if you just say hi. I like to party yet would never leave my house if friends didn't drag me outside. It surprises people that I am exceedingly shy and reserved.

I love photography, would probably be pursuing it as a career had my camera not been stolen so many years ago while I was going through a depressive period. Until I got my most recent camera I didn't really like digital (see: anal rententive attention to film quality and detail) and while I still would love a better camera, its not cost efficient nor environmentally effective to continue using 35mm since I don't have access to my own darkroom. The pictures I post up here will most likely progressively get better through time as I get back into the swing of things. I've been without a good camera for many many years now. I hope to pick up a nice digital SLR at some point but for now I love my lil S80. This most likely will come far from describing me. Those that have known me for years just say I'm Rayn because they won't even attempt to try to describe me. I'm a unique and special snowflake. Just like everyone else.