I'm a living contradiction...
a strange girl with good diction...
walking the line between health and addiction...
never letting the world know what is truth and what is fiction...

what you see is what you get -
but what you see is often daily different.
i love with my head and i think with my heart
probably the reason this world rips me apart

send me to heaven or send me to hell
but never tell me it's not my soul to sell
you can steal and you can break
but some things no one can ever take
not so long as i still know

these truths that are self evident
that the only way to have anything is to lose everything
the only thing you can ever keep
is the the choice to keep nothing
the only survival lies in dying
and if you think you've already died inside
you needen't worry: in this world, they can kill you twice.

and the only tree I never water
is the cannibal tree
it's shadow hanging over me
all the way from the front yard at home
keeping it grey no matter how far I roam
it's roots run deep
but I've got fast feet

the only way out is thru
but until I suss out the maze
I'll keep trying to outrun the hazy dazy
the crazy lazy

and every so often
I'll get to see the sun.

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    bad_bad_buz says:

    "Cari is a classical heroine, valorous and honourable. A brilliant and fascinating exception of the genus. Warm, lovely, intuitive and empathetic. A Tolkienesque Elven Queen. It is my great fortune to call her friend...

    Pax Vobis, my sweet Lady."

    5th June, 2007

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    a2007milkman says:

    "Looking through the pics was an experience.... I look forward to seeing what is in store as time progresses.. the artistic vision is clear to see if you give it a chance.... and are a work of art that needs more light shed upon.... thanks so much."

    31st May, 2007

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    st.wreck says:

    "She never gives up even there are nothing but reasons to do so and none to keep trying. What is amazing is that often she is overlooked, but if you get to know her; her intellect, her courage, her persaverance, her desire to do good things and the willingness she has to do the hard work that it takes to be a better human... it would be impossible not to see her and admire her."

    30th January, 2007

Name:
cari hannah nolan
Joined:
September 2005
Hometown:
san francisco
I am:
Female
Occupation:
your guess is as good as mine
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