Moonbeam_Coage's photostream  

Hi!! I am just a normal, boring person. I am disabled (have Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia and severe back problems) I see tons of doctors and life seems to be nothing but pain and depression sometimes. I just try to remember there are so many people out there who are worse off than I am and that is what helps me cope. Also the fact that I love to smile and make other people smile. :D

I have three dogs ( 2 shih tzus...Chewy who is 3 1/2 yrs old and his sister Chelsea, who is 2 years old.) and to top it off, I have a beautiful, sweet rottweiler, Maggie, who thinks she is a lap dog! I am also owned by two solid black pound cats...Hershey and Midnight. My pets keep me SANE! They are awesome for depression and getting your mind off of your physical problems. I do not know what I would do without them!

My life has been in a bit of turmoil the last few months. My husband, whom I loved with every fiber in my being, told me he wanted a divorce in August, 09. My whole world has fallen apart. I had NO IDEA. BUT, I love him enough to give him up. I want him to be happy...and if he isn't happy being married to me (he says he still loves me) Well...I need to give him his space. If I can't have him as my husband, I will take him as my best friend. I just to keep him in my life!. I hope this pain I am in does not last too long.

Don't know how much more of this pain in my heart I can take.