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This is my real mind,it's true voice from inside of me.

Yotally,I'm a extreme character and very strange girl-woman.
yeah,I said I'm a girl-woman.
Because sometimes I feel like a mature woman,but sometimes I become very kids.
Sometimes or most time I love silence to light my heart,
Sometimes I feel my tiny existence,that made me feel no meaning to live in the world.
Sometimes I feel I'm so happiness,but what made me happy,sorry,now I find I forget that.
Sometimes I feel depression that I feel nobody want and need me in reality.
Sometimes I find myself have a stronger mind,it made me feel I'm the real,real alive in the world.

I love art.
I love writing somthing.
I love freedom,without confine.
And I think the music is my life,my laptop like my husband,and the book is my lover,"travel the world"like my best soulmate.
And now I just finding where I belong to and seeking my freedom.
I love take photo about beautiful world or a sence I feel moving,I will keep them in my memory or in my photobook.
I love 'Second Life',I also snaphot much pics.
But here,I just put my real life self-pics in.

I think the person has made the biggest influence on my life
maybe my father,or my mother who has been gone many years now,or other side of mine,also some passenger in my past lifetime.
and I'm not old or almost old,my physical age is 19,and my psychology age is 39.
Oh!so pity kid girl.

To be as a girl-woman,I love cry.when I was sadness,I cry.when I was moving,I cry,too.
and be a living thing in this world,I use sleep to sweep my depressed time.
Most time I choose keep me alone.I choose do somthing I love,like reading,or take a slower walk in the road,listern to the music with my ipod-baby.and feel the time of lonelness.

Generally,with the time of sense of loneliness fading,something you regard it as the most important to you broken heart,will more limpidity and limpidity,to the sadness memory gone with the wind,you'll find you've been freed from the blue emotion.