infatuation_after_melanch oly's photostream

i love; to write with passion,
to sketch happy moments,
to paint imaginary scenes,
to photograph unseen beauty,
to film lovely horrors,
to dance alone,
to sing like no one's listening,
to alter/make apparel,
to give hair trims,
to create something, from nothing.


i am different from you, in so many ways.

you will never truly know me.

don't make me out to be something i'm not.
i'm not saying i'm anything special, but at least i'm trying.

** JUST ACCEPTED INTO PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHY PROGRAM :D

brand spankin' new Nikon D90 18-105mm f/3.5-5.6, also just bought the shutter release remote<3

for film a Minolta 7000 Maxxum AF lens 35-70 1:4

most of my photos are SOOC.

**funfact. i have a pretty low self-esteem, i don't think i'm attractive, that's not why i use myself to model. i take self portraits to try to find different aspects of myself, or try to show them. i also do them because i'm too timid to ask anyone to model for me, and i have visions that i can't express properly to someone else. that's me i guess.