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i'm all alone, yet i'm surrounded with people. i hear only silence while they make a lot of noise. But who is more fortunate - me or those people who can see or hear? I onced cursed my fate to be in total darkness and silence. Now i do so no more. I've come to realize that i am better off without seeing - the indignities people do to other people (this makes me ashamed that i am called MAN). I am better of without hearing - the screams and cries, the anger and. Now, I take each day as it comes. Rejoicing in the smell of the flowers opening their petals; the icy flow of the water through the stream; the sweet and buttery taste of pancakes for breakfast and the joy of reading the stories from my fingertips. I live such until God decides to take me home to see and hear again
i am no one, yet i could be someone. i
live for nothing, yet i always look for something. i
could be any one, yet i am the only one. i am yours, but
not for long. i am nobody. i have
nothing...nothing..nothing. but i have
me..alone...hahaha...wrong. why am i living, for special
purpose..secret...i am you...you are me... i am special,
but has no value... i am sinners... i have sinned... where
am i? here..just here... look for me...and you'll know who
the real me...hinding inside me...locked...witout keys...
without exceptions...just me..only me...
i drive myself insane. i think to much, which leads me to drink to much. i don;t cry enough for someone my age... no matter how hard i try i cant force the tears to come, which i know would bring me some sort of relief.
dont get me wrong, sometimes i'll be living in a blissful heaven, but other times i feel this huge frustration, this yearning for soemthing more, to suck MORE juices out of my life. i dont understand what is missing, but i know there is something. i want an extreme life. i want to be constantly whirling about from place to place so i dont have to think,