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I am a widow, having lost my husband to cancer. I own and operate several businesses and I own and run MANY online small business groups, chats, blog sites and online boutiques and shops. Stop by and visit the site at: catalogcarnival.weblodge.net ... You are welcome anytime!

I am a Usui Reiki Master-Teacher. I believe in Mind-Body-Spirit and Universal Life Force Energy & all things coming together as O-N-E.
Life has much to offer and I tend to forget this at times...especially when it seems life is "picking on me"! Then I realize...it is but another test...in GOD'S classroom of L-I-F-E. I chose what I am living on this plane, at this time...long, long ago. I hope I am learning what it is I chose to learn so that I can stay HOME...once this life is over.

I am many things to many individuals. I love long walks along the beaches of Bodega Bay and the shores along the wharf in San Francisco Bay...watching the seals and birds at play, eating fresh fish and smelling fresh expresso brewing and sour dough bread baking.

I love horror-spook-scary movies. I love books that make you think! Interesting conversations and people. I LOVE TO WATCH PEOPLE! I love fresh, hot-brewed coffee with cream & sugar. I love a huge fireplace and an even bigger fire that will warm the entire house and then some and will burn for hours so that you can cook a meal, pop corn and make goodies with the family...

I love life! What more can I say? I am so lucky....I have people that did not kick me aside when I lost a breast to cancer and my hair to chemo.

During my treatment, which was once a week and 7 months long, I watched women being kicked aside by their husbands and boyfriends and I watched men being kicked aside by their wives and girlfriends...because they could not deal with disease and the treatments of those diseases.

SHALLOW! NO-ACCOUNT! USELESS & SELFISH INDIVIDUALS...THAT I HOPE GET BACK EXACTLY WHAT THEY GAVE TO THEIR "KICKED-ASIDE" SPOUSE!

I would hate to have to stand before your GOD when it comes your time...YOU deserve the worse punishment GOD can give out! My punishment for you? A disease and treatment ...times 10....alone, afraid and unloved! You worked hard for it...