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late 2009-11 July 2011 All entries lost in the blink of an eye

Writing a daily entry is a sisyphusian venture

23 Feb 2012 The sound soda makes as it fills up a glass.
Who will water the flowers? Where is Algernon these days? The refrain of you drifts in from the past.
song of the day-Total Eclipse of the heart by ...

22 Feb 2012 You are made of flint and roses. And those who fail, who try like the rest, and toil, and eat their hearts out, and somehow miss-
Song of the day-John the Revelator by Son House

21 Feb 2012 Every day I check to see if you check, and you never do. Mr Big has nothing on me.

20 Feb 2012 Batter up! Oh how I wish I had the answers, but I don't. I cannot blame these things on external issues. Searching.
Song of the day-I want you to want me, I need you to need me.

19 Feb 2012 1 month breath held and two remains. Regrets are important as long as they don't hold you back. Surreal. really? really. If only penguins could vote.
Songs of the day-dancing on my own by Robyn
I can only Imagine by ?
Turn me on by David Guetta feat Nicki Minaj

18 Feb 2012 A bit of this a bit of that all adds up. Do not listen and be convinced.
Song of the day-Blue Collar Man by Styx

17 Feb 2012 Everything that I refuse to be, someone else might be. Enjoying some frosty ones. Fewer.
Song of the day-Poison and wine by The Civil Wars

15 Feb 2012 Fundamentally different. What a great phrase.

14 Feb 2012 Valentines just isnt the same without you in it.

13 Feb 2012 My vocabulary is expanded. Cavil. Contretemps.
Song of the day-C is for cookie by Cookie Monster

11 Feb 2012 I have a very strange life, said rex. Here, have another can of champagne.
Song of the day-Jet Lag by Joss Stone

9 Feb 2012 I cared, you didn't.
artist of the day-Basshunter

8 Feb 2012 Feel like a fifth wheel of life? How about looking and keeping silent. Yelling underwater once again. Faith.
Song of the day; She's not There by The Zombies

7 Feb 2012 Today is a Parlotones kind of day. Hours of music and all from the same band. Life design. Counting the years together, and time apart. One day does not equal another. I found something.

6 Feb 2012 I do not like hearing only bad news about someone. Gripe to someone else. If you want an ear don't be doom and gloom.
Song of the day: Hate me by Blue October

5 Feb 2012 I let the day slip away, again.

3 Feb 2012 I miss her; she's younger than me, blonde and dynamite.
song of the day-white flag by dido

2 Feb 2012 Expelled. seriously.

1 Feb 2012 The Africa Cup of Nations quarter final tonight. underwhelmed? Thank you for not persevering. I am sure a bounce will happen.

31 jan 2012 love hurts by nazareth

30 Jan 2012 Being dispassionate has its downside. Being cruel to be kind? forget it. Get thee out there and do thy best. Changing words is like moving someones cheese.
Song of the day-Fade to black by the Doors

28 Jan 2012 There is only so much of a good thing.

27 Jan 2012 Africa does change, slowly

26 Jan 2012 Hey babe. Hey hon. Hey dear. Hey. What unsettles.
Song of the day-

25 Jan 2012 7:05pm. New routines and still doing old bad habits. Fattie fat fat.
Song of the day-Tell me why by Bronski Beat
Stop the press! Music has been found again! 2 decades ago and more and back to now!!
Peek-A-Boo by Siouxsie and the Banshees
The Passenger by Iggy Pop
Stupid Girl by Garbage
#1 Crush by Garbage
Hello by Martin Solveig feat. Dragonette
Kiss them for me by Siouxsie and the Banshees
Once upon a time by Talking Heads


24 J 12 I love you.
Song of the day-Had a bad day

22 Jan 2012 You heard it here first, the buzz phrase for 2012 is The Gold Standard. Now that is some out of the box holistic thinking and surely beats the 2011 buzz phrase I just used.
Song of the day-Blessed be your name

21 Jan 2012 New day new roomie.
Song of the day-Some C&W song about disrespecting mom and it's ok to be blue collar in a little house. It woke me from my post swimming nap.

20 Jan 2012 My new residence picture didn't impress.
Song of the day-

19 Jan 2012 Impressions made today. Forgotten. Hot. Water everywhere. Unbelievable quantities of food. Rest. New day tomorrow. Guessing where I am needing to be.

17 Jan 2012 Lets try this again. Takeoff, land, takeoff, land, takeoff, land, done.
Song of the day-Shot me down by Audio Bullys

16 Jan 2012 Liftoff. L'Afrique j'adore. Tu connaisse apres trois mois on a beacoup des souvenirs; quel'ques bon, quel'ques triste. Tu Connaisse.
Song of the day-La Marsaiilles.

14 Jan 2012 Someone has a birthday today, someone I know, someone I love. Somesomeone. summasummasum-ation.
Song of the day-

13 Jan 2012 72 hours until Africa, again. Excitement! I'm improper.
Song of the day-

12 Jan 2012 No hard feelings allowed. Chili cooking day. Did you know that it is a vegetarian dish? It is. Seems I made it wrong all these years and never knew. Redundency is saying meatless chili.

11 Jan 2012 Whiskey and rye. Bye bye.
Song of the day- Good ship, Lollypop by Shirley Temple

10 Jan 2012 Long temper during a short day. Finding the words in real time, not type time.
Song of the day-Somewhere out there

9 Jan 2012 The key is sufficient sleep. Not I can get by on, not I can function on. The good times, the bad times.
Song of the day- waka waka by Shakira

8 Jan 2012 If I am offended it is my own problem not yours. You are planted right where you are needed. Smudge jobs provide just enough information, not.
Song of the day- Willie Gunn

7 Jan 2012 Mr Mom and a new leaf. It's hard being a single parent.
Movie of the day,week, year, decade-Hugo

5 Jan 2012 Cocoa not coco. rising commodity prices and interconnected world. remember when making 8 miles a day was great progress? no, me either.
Song of the day-White flag by Dido

4 Jan 2012 Like anything the most important time to need something to work is when that something is needed, and not a moment sooner or later.
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3 Jan 2012 Written in predictive style. I predict I'll be busy today so am writing this the day prior. I'm starting to get over things too.

2 Jan 2012 Not exactly fast out of the gate.

31 Dec 2011 Last chance to get it right. Pride messes you up. Have a reverential fear. Don't wear masks in your home. Much more is caught, than taught (actions speak louder than words). Actions will be judged.
Song of the day- What's the matter here by 10,000 Maniacs

30 Dec 2011 terrifying is what is seen and known. miniature coffee cups are cool.

29 Dec 2011 Shots taken today for yellow fever and smallpox. If it doesn't kill me, it'll innoculate, or so the doctors say.
Song of the day-Dr Feelgood by Motley Crue (which of all things played on the radio as I drove to the hospital)

28 Dec 2011 Flat belly and full stomach equals happiness. I haven't known that particular happy in forever.

27 Dec 2011 Firmly wrapped up in the hear and know. Adamadapia.
Song of the day-

26 Dec 2011 No coal in the stocking. Good.

25 Dec 2011 I wish to thank you. We interrupt for a very special bulletin. Newsflash. More obvious than the nose on your face. the I Am is I Am.

24 Dec 2011 KC Cree8f. graffiti tag nos! Merry Christmas to be, is, was.
Song of the day-Message in a bottle by Sting

23 Dec 2011 Code for wishing I were still asleep;
I figure I should sleep in, but then again why do that when you can be up and doing what you normally do?
Song of the day-Mr Sandman. you know, that 50s song.

22 Dec 2011 Fan on vacation. No uptick.
Song of the day- sign your name by terence trent d'arby

21 Dec 2011 Skipping a day doesn't mean I don't think about you know what. It doesn't even mean I forgot that thing which won't be mentioned. It does mean I missed a day. Our dreams are different, that's all.
Song of the day- Ayo Technology by Milo

19 Dec 2011 nice

18 Dec 2011 Desperate people will go anywhere to find answers. Delight in others and rejoice.

17 Dec 2011 When gumption done get gone. 76 degree's today and it's the middle of winter. Last year this time it was 37 degrees. What I experience today is what I anticipated last year.
Song of the day-Don't you forget about me

16 Dec 2011 Deliberately hitting the delete and erase button is sometimes cathartic. Running without thinking. Doing versus contemplating. Where are you?
Song of the day-3am Eternal by The KLF

15 Dec 2011 In memory of the future.
Song of the day-Ain't nothing gonna break my stride by Men at Work

14 Dec 2011 You are not as tall as I, not as dark, and you're beautiful. You are on my mind. You who invade when i'm not paying attention. you. are no fleeting fancy.
song of the day-you're beautiful by james blunt

13 Dec 2011 Linderhof. first word seen as I began to type. I spy with my eye.
Song of the day-

11 Dec 2011 Uno Mas. Into the breech, exciting and new. Now for the long haul and keeping the tempo. Car fixed. Error small, and all it cost me was 2 phone calls.
song of the day-Coal Miners Daughter

10 Dec 2011 Steering column issues means a car has turned into a 2,000 lb paperweight. We shall see what the future holds.

09 Dec 2011 Heavy eyes and bulging stomach which groans with the effort to expand under the onslaught of festive food extravaganza's.
Song of the day- Oompa. Oompa. Oompa!

08 Dec 2011 Collage. When you're having a good day, best to mix and match the memories to maximize highs, and minimize lows. I'll make decisions for you, huckleberry.
Song of the day-Had a bad day

07 Dec 2011 The day is done. I haven't looked at anything outside of my work and life lane. Beauty unfound.

05 Dec 2011 Well what do you know; Another week. James Bond 1963 can't be beat.
SOng of the day-These days by 10,000 Maniacs

03 Dec 2011 Early obsession satisfaction equals afternoon nap. Heard a phrase today that has two specific meanings; For a government abortion is killing revenue. Deep. Second deep of the day was; People complain of evil in the world and how the world needs to get rid of evil. How about if the world started now, immediately, and started with you? Because they can give you what you need, right now, whether you like it or not. Good and virtuous network.
Song of the day- Don't come around here anymore by Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

02 Dec 2011 Messy

01 Dec 2011 Closing in on 365 back in the home country. Introspection says the right choices have been followed. Do not believe your own press.
Song of the day-I'm coming home (This is Major Tom) by ?

30 Nov 2011 Knowing the difference between living and being alive.
Song of the day-Like a G6

29 Nov 2011 Waking requires no effort. Everything repetitive needs minimal brain effort, but new Mondays somehow defy this logic. Borderline. Debt worries cropped in here out of the blue. I blame it on seeing electronic goods.

28 Nov 2011 People are good at being chameleons. Orbits.
Song of the day- Cult of Personality by In Living Color

27 Nov 2011 Powering through a drive means one thing. Completion.

25 Nov 2011 So many good ideas from this adventure. I am once again rethinking the future based on what I've experienced.
Song of the day- Tennessee box top

24 Nov 2011 Happy Thanksgiving. Spent mine with Hey Dad, Nana, Sweet Pea among others and listening to how Leroy walked into the store and said about his neighbor; Guess I'll be going to my neighbors funeral.he woke up dead. Seems they took him to the hospital but he was DOR. you know, Dead On `Rival.

22 Nov 2011 Waverly, here I come. No, wait, make that ATL & Waverly? How about a raincheck until tomorrow, since it's raining and all.

21 Nov 2011 Working out is cathartic. Reading complex ideas in chapter format means there are opportunities to find new words. Academe, paradigma. I had to look them both up.
Song of the day- Destination Unknown, Calabria 2007 feat. Inur

20 Nov 2011 Can we be real with one another for a moment? The wind blows where it will. Haughty? I hope you don't have Ablutrophobia because b.o. just isn't cool. I personally don't have Alektrophobia. I'm quite the reverse. And I used to have Thonatophobia, but in the grand scheme of things I don't anymore. The term valley of the shadow of death explains a lot. Salvation is not yes,no,maybe. Salvation is yes or no. Statistics don't lie and one out of one will die. A habitual lifestyle so draw near to listen because while we set it up so it looks like we are the audience, we are not God is. A well listened to Sunday, I re-learned much today.
Song of the day-

19 Nov 2011 A honest days wages for an honest days work. Sweat equity for some, cash for others.

18 Nov 2011 Is it today already? Perfect example of life getting in the way of thoughts. Doing instead of pondering. No time for frivolity. Productive.

17 Nov 2011 Swedish films are always a bit darker than I expect. French films a bit sadder and sillier. When meetings go long, use analogies. People see the world differently, get it? People see life and happiness differently, get it? get it?
Song of the day-Poison and Wine (this might be the song of the year at this pace)

It was a long day. Don't sleep in my dear, use 30 minutes for exercise. yes you hate me, I know this. Now do it.

16 Nov 2011 Empathize, not sympathize. A no today could be a yes tomorrow. What tools do you have in the toolbox, besides 100 different sized hammers?

15 Nov 2011 The odds are 1200 to 1. That's about even.

14 Nov 2011 The ebb and flow of frustrations. Met a guy who thinks as he talks. He never shuts up. If you're around him it feels like dead air is his enemy, but in the end it is amazing what he comes up with final product wise. Coexisting is not living.
Song of the day-

13 Nov 2011 You are on my mind. again.

12 Nov 2011 Caution, life ahead. The shoal of regret. The sea of solace. metaphors. Peter 3:4

10 Nov 2011 Agitation rubs off on others. Be calm. Ask the right questions, don't rise to the bait. They are trying to provoke you and you know this. Most times even knowing this, knowing what you should say, you still fail to keep an even keel. Rational actor theory. Baloney.

9 Nov 2011 Grace. Works can never explain the beauty that entered my life on this day 11 years ago.
Song of the day-all around the world by Scooter

8 Nov 2011 Traveling again? Remember your left from your right and don't forget.
Song of the day-Traveling Man by Ricky Nelson

7 Nov 2011 Waking up on the right side of the bed sets a happy tone.

6 Nov 2011 A pleasurable afternoon is appreciated. One more time I shall say this; Your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine.
Song of the day-Leaning on the Everlasting Arms as sung by Iris DeMent.
Song of the day2: Our Town by Iris Dement (for those of you who have been lucky enough to grow up without moving)

5 Nov 2011 My mind is a constant factory of things I don't need to think about.

4 Nov 2011 Was invited to post my photos for a group. Unsolicited. I'd be flattered if the offer didn't appear mass generated. Too bad.
Song of the day-Hate me by Blue Octoberr

3 Nov 2011 Contact remains even without contact. Riddles again but not ridiculous.
Song of the day-Chantilly Lace by Big Bopper

2 Nov 2011 Orbits collide. How do you make money from going to school while in school? You write and submit.

1 Nov 2011 I read a story about the book of Glory. It was simple in of itself, but riddled to confuse. Look through the smoke and mirrors and Don't be fooled. Im warning you, don't be fooled.
Song of the day-John the Revelator by Son House

31 Oct 2011 Pressure to conform. New day, new structures, new rules of the road to adhere to. Almost the end of the month. Tomorrow dawns the N month.
Song of the day-People are strange

30 Oct 2011 Foghorns are loud. Stress. Memories of Guinea and power outages happened today. Too funny. You've lost your Earth Privilege. I haven't known you long enough to be sad at your leaving.
Song of the day-You don't always get what you want.

29 Oct 2011 Vanity. Knowing my photo view total. Curiosity. Wondering about you, the viewer. Satisfaction. In small doses.

28 Oct 2011 Its exhausting when you are not used to something. Farmers complain about workers who complain about work. Workers complain about their lot in life. Projects undertaken. enjoy
Article of the day-Wear Sunscreen by Margaret Schmidt of the Chicago Sun-Tribune. Great thoughts for all.

27 Oct 2011 Babbling because you're doing something different. To be like a child again. Those tender moments when you connect and realize that everything will be alright.
Song of the day-Blame it on me by Akon

26 Oct 2011 Sorrow; I spent the entire day worshiping myself. Change in of itself is neither good nor bad.
Song of the day-I saw the light by ?

24 Oct 2011 The upshot of it all. Questions without answers. Armchair quartersbacks explaining how to solve the worlds problems. Sassy.
No Song of the day today

23 Oct 2011 Psycho. Yawn. I've learned to live though I'd rather not have had to learn. My problem is that I care too much, and too little at the same moment. Why? Because in the end you (and I) have to take responsibility for our own actions. My energy is no match for the forces of the inevitable.
Song of the day-Somebody by Depeche Mode

22 Oct 2011 Purple and clairvoyant. I have a passion for things I cannot have. Yo yo until the pendulum swings again.
Movie of the day-Treasure of the Sierra Madre.

21 Oct 2011 24 hour waiting period. The right decision by the light of the moon is still the right decision upon the suns early dawn. Interpersonal skills required. Counting days Africa continues to fade into the background. Around 320 days since I left. Jumbled thoughts. I know everything you don't want me to.
Songs of the day-One Day by Matisyahu and Poetry Man by Phoebe Snow and Save the Last Dance For Me by The Drifters

20 Oct 2011 Letting go of the past? Never. You go your way, I go mine but one April, one August, one day, one year the time will be right to fly again.
Song of the day- Poison and Wine by The Civil Wars

19 Oct 2011 bingo. Don't ever try to break up a bingo game as the old blue haired ladys get pretty violent. Now on to ecclesiastes 4:7-8 I turned my head and saw yet another whisp of smoke on its way to nothingness: a solitary person, completely alone-no children, no family, no friends-yet working obsessively late into the night, compulsively greedy for more and more, never bother to ask "Why am I working like a dog, never having any fun? and who cares? More smoke, a bad business."

18 Oct 2011 I mislabled today as yesterday. Poison and Wine continues to be the tour de force. Futility is something a romantic needs to be comfortable with.
Song of the day-Poison and wine by The Civil Wars

18 Oct 2011 In the future the mark of riches will be how much individual space you can afford. I'd rather be close to one person of my choosing, in particular.
Song of the day- Poison and wine by the Civil Wars

16 Oct 2011 Happiness and dreams. Keeping up with people keeps your dreams alive, in secret.
Song of the day-Hey Jude by the Beatles (I've not actually listened to it, it just popped into my head as I typed)

15 Oct 2011 Sin on a Sunday. Not good. There is public sin, there is private sin, but there is no such thing as hidden sin.
Song of the day-Most beautiful girl in the world by Taio Cruz

14 Oct 2011 The most beautiful girl in the world. You're a woman.
Song of the day-You're beautiful by James Blunt

13 Oct 2011 Self worth is not tied to your occupation. Superficially it seems that way, but really, it's not.
Song of the day- My Way, by Frank Sinatra

11 Oct 2011 Do I spend more on a car, or a bed? In my case I spent more on my bed.
Song of the day- John Jacob JingleheimerSchmidt

10 Oct 2011 The down time outweighed by the attention to duties time. You, me, I, us, we, them. From point to point like a pinball.
Song of the day-Black Celebration by Depeche Mode

09 Oct 2011 I found a new manhole cover! Tampa rocks for these kinds of small details. I also rediscovered that hard decisions are not easy and the scars never go away.
Song of the day-I'll Fly Away

07 Oct 2011 Friday should not be a day of apathy. It's a day of atonement.

06 Oct 2011 Candycorn is not to be underestimated. Nor is willpower, but willpower isn't enough. Pray.
SOng of the day-Candy by Paolo Nutini

05 Oct 2011 My body hangs onto weight.
Song of the day-Anything by Mika

04 Oct 2011 After a Friday that saw the weekend go somewhere the new week washed over me before I knew it was here. In the no illusions version of reality grand schemes are laid bare.

01 Oct 2011 Emotions need to be in check, even when passionate.
song of the day-Little Lion Man

30 Sept 2011 Only a song of the day which is Someone Like You, by Adele.

29 Sept 2011 All McD's in this area are giving away coffee from 5am until midnight. What a nice gesture and I know it isn't altruistic, but it is still nice. What do you do with your excess?
Song of the day- Pumped up kicks (for the beat, not the lyrics)

27 Sept 2011 Forgetting more times than not the great quotes I had in mind to write today. The paragraph was ready to erupt forth onto the page, except it didn't.
Song of the day-You had a fast car by Traci Chapman

25 Sept 2011 Two is better than one.
Song of the day-

24 Sept 2011 I missed a day. I had a good reason for it though.

22 Sept 2011 It is easier to do when you don't have resistance.
song of the day- requiem for a dream

21 Sept 2011 A new year starts today. I get nostalgic at times like this. The chapter of life I closed I want to turn back to and experience once again. Though honestly I don't want the sad stuff, I only want the happy, joyful and aching portions.
Song of the day-Wonderwall by Oasis or Litlte Lion Man by Mumford and Son
Quote of the day-A Nostalgia for Infinity

19 Sept 2011 You know when a door shuts in your face? It's time to recognize the warning signs that maybe you need to find another door.
Song of the day-Welcome back (theme song from Welcome back Kotter)

Sunday Sept 2011 Back to defining good. As a measurement, nobody is good. Muddle through life and something will come out on the other end.

Saturday Sept 2011 There are good days for external reasons, there are good days for internal reasons. Today is a both kind of reasons. 10 dollar flowers cannot be beat. 1/2 chocolate bars for all.

15 Sept 2011 For my circle its been a week of griping. It seems contagious this dark cloud.
Song of day- Tick tick boom

14 Sept 2011 profile plcture changing day.

12 Sept 2011 deja vue.

9 Sept 2011 From time to time you cannot stand the people who harp for harping sake. It makes them feel better, it makes them feel superior, it makes them as miserable as they are. Miserable.
Song of the day-Sad song

8 Sept 2011 It's time to eat.
Song of the day-Todays Tom Sawyer by Rush

7 Sept 2011 Today starts fresh after last nights new beginning. Cabeza de vaca. head of the cow? Spanish explorers had to get away from home with names like that.
Song of the day-Come sail away with me (that's the refrain, not the song name. Can't remember song name or who sang it)

6 Sept 2011 The day ended with a new beginning.
Song of the day-Piano Man by Billy Joel

4 Sept 2011 What about you: A newly saved soul was asked how he felt. The man replied that life was more difficult now because it felt like a black dog and white dog were inside of him, fiercely fighting over which would guide him. The questioner asked which dog was winning to which the man replied "The one I feed the most."
Song of the day-The War Inside by Switchfoot

3 Sept 2011 Heartache. A foreshadowed loss. A greek tragedy. Any given sunday.
Song of the day-When Stars fall down

2 September 2011 Adventure! Trepidation! The Unknown again is here.

1 September 2011 Finally saw with my own eyes the unfolding story of an abuser who claims they are innocent. Ike Turner ring a bell as an example? What do you want baby; love, or hate. Those who live in their own delusional world deserve scorn and pity. Note to an abuser; don't use your real facebook page to harass someone who already has the police on her side. On second though, please do use your real name, address and show your contacts so you're easier to trace.

31 August 2011 Not everyone has the Blinding Flash of the Obvious. If it were Obvious, why would it be a blinding flash?
Song of the day-Country Song by Seether

30 August 2011 Quotes from a meeting today "I think all of todays speakers did a marvelous job, some of the time' and "this is definitely worth it, maybe".
Song of the day-Lola

29 August 2011 I can feel the tug of time. Speaking is a great relief.
Song of the day- Let the sun shine

28 August 2011 Pluck the plank from your eye before removing the sliver from someone elses. That to me doesn't mean you can't judge, it just means you had better have addressed your own issues before going after someone elses. Judgemental.

27 August 2011 Winning is mentally exhausting, and well worth the effort. Losing force you to focus, to find yourself in spite of yourself.
Song of the day- Anything by The Parlotones

26 August 2011 Idle minds lead to. What do you get?
Song of the day-16 tons

25 August 2011 Damage control. Like a minor boat repair while underway; you do it and move on without much thought.
Song of the day-Major Tom

23 August 2011 The most onery person you'll ever meet looks at you every day in the mirror.
Song of the day- Fake It

21 August 2011 As I look through the glass there is no reflection. Something completely different is over there.. A giver and a taker.
Song of the day-Death oh Death

A Saturday August 2011 Going through the motions and not really getting anywhere gets you nowhere.

19 August 2011 Take care of your knees. You'll miss them when they are gone.
Song of the day-Class of 1999 by Baz Luhrman (listen to it, you know who you are that I'm talking to!)

18 August 2011 I heard the phrase I'm in town. I thought dang.
Song of the day- There's a tear in my beer

17 August 2011 Never have I seen such a conglomeration of fit people who look so well fed.
Song of the day-I work & Sweat

16 August 2011 It's a blues tribute kind of day. We have it so good that it pays to know the blues.
Song of the day-John the Revelator by Son House

14 August 2011 Pressuring someone does not always have the desired effect. Ensure you study your subject before you rely upon what has worked in the past. Animals.
Song of the Day-Every breath you take

12 August 2011 Dostoyevski part two :)

11 August 2011 Being a drone is mind numbing. Live every moment like Dostoyevski did after being released from Prison. Live every moment like you don't know when it will end. Do everything as if your back is to a wall.
Song of the day-That chines song I like.. the time

10 August 2011 s.o.d.=closing time
My beginning is someone else's end.

9 August 2011 When adults get to the point of being childish, time to stop. For those who like the pursuit rather than the capture, why even try? Never underestimate the power of a kitten to capture it's own tail. Capture is the theme.

7 August 2011 Shaving is taken for granted and seen as a chore, when it is a priviledge. Go a week without and you will see.

6 August 2011 Some days only one person looks at my photos. one person only. I wonder who you are, what you're doing, and what brings you back again.
Song of the day- We got the beat by the Go Go's

5 August 2011 Getting around to it. Theme of a procrastination day.

4 August 2011 Reality is better when experienced, not when watched.

3 August 2011 Do not overestimate your contribution nor your work output. Then again when you find your old posts and thoughts have been hijacked....

2 August 2011 What do you dread? Don't define yourself worth by your profession.

1 Augus 2011 The kind of rage that makes a heart pound so that nothing is heard but your own pulse. The kind of impotence brought out by being unable to do anything but watch the train wreck, not even able to yell at the movie screen to warn those facing imminent disaster.

30 July 2011 For me, sweating 24/7 is how it works in the deep and muggy south.
Song of the day-Back down south, by Kings of Leon

28 July 2011 When you get played, understand it for what it is. Don't blame them for saying USA when they really mean Australia. Some peoples lives are so much better inside their mind than in reality.
Song of the day-Stay awhile

27 July 2011 Well rested.

26 july 2011 I forgot about today. I had it in my mind to remember, but forgot.

25 July 2011 A nugget. Go for a single. Analogies.

23 July 2011 Starving for the new. Doubts thrown in the way like caltrops, so be strengthened while remaining watchful.

22 July 2011 Partially renewed, partially refreshed. Re:

21 July 2011 Lost a day somewhere.

19 July 2011 Ever felt like you're being called into the Principals office?

18 July 2011 Even number on an odd day.

16 July 2011 Some sadness happens without notice, and gnaws. Inspired by Jack London, Buck, White Fang and Holling of Northern Exposure season 2.

13 July 2011 "Many men are left stranded by having too easy a goal, one they have fulfilled before their usefulness is over” -William “Bill” Bond Sr, 1952

14 July 2011 Stick two photos at once to hide what you want everyone to really see. Funny moments come when least expected. 26percent body fat this morning.

15 July 2011 Run, workout, sleep.