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Can you feel that?

"Contrariwise;" continued Tweedledee, "if it was so, it might be; and if it were so, it would be; but as it isn't, it ain't. That's logic."

I'm a complicated girl in a very simple way. Or is that a simple girl in a very complicated way? Either way I am what I am and what I am is probably nothing like what you first assumed I would be.

I am in a full time relationship, and I do live with my boyfriend, but we are open. Open does not mean easy, or unsatisfied, or looking for a random fuck. I am very committed to spending the rest of my life with him but still form attachments to other people on occasion that denying only leaves me feeling trapped and miserable. We recognize that those connections take many forms. We love each other, but we reserve the right to try out other beds and share a piece of ourselves with other people knowing that there isnt less when we do that. Its called having your cake and eating it too, cuz hell, what good is a cake if you cant eat it?

Creativity and inspiration are the keys that open the doors into my mind. I am blessed with an overactive imagination, but if it isnt exercised on a regular basis it runs wild, completely amuck, totally out of control.

My life is one long metamorphosis, as one layer of chrysalis is shed after another. Im not sure what comes next but my wing span grows with each passing day.

I've been told that im intelligent, funny, kind hearted, and very sarcastic, but Ill only admit to the last one.
Im very opinionated, have alot to say, and I definatly have an attitude, but this only means that my respect and trust need to be earned and the best way to do that is by being yourself.

Im an optimistic realist. Being a realist doesnt automatically make someone a pessimist. I tend to look at the world through the eyes of a child, full of wonder and questions about the things I am witnessing. My outlook is very positive, and I have a knack for seeing the bright side of the most devastating situations. Even if that bright side is simply that it will be over soon. Ive been through enough destruction and hardship to know that despite best intentions things dont always come up roses. Realism. The shit that rains down upon us often fertilizes the best ideas and solutions. Optimism.

I've barely scratched the surface, there are plenty of dark places that lurk in the corners, and those are the places where I love to play. Come on out and play with me, we all have a little evil inside.