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I can't take anymore
I can't breathe
I'm sick of this goddamn darkness
Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day
Together with last night's dinner

I have lost myself completely
I have convinced myself I am someone else

For God's sake
I need to be real
I need touch
I need... people?

I have to turn my life around...

But... I will still be myself, won't I...?

....Riverside

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I can't deny what I've become
I'm just emotionally undone
I can't deny, I can't be someone else

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts
But I can't lie

I've been losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

I can't divide or hide from me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am

Often I've dreamt that I don't wait
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
Like then again I'm wrong and I confess

I've been losing my self
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for


~ Portishead - Magic Doors ~