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I'm here to share the best thing in the world to me.
If your reading this then let me share something with you.
Cherish everyone that you love in your life for when you loose the ones you love it's like nothing i can explain. I am an alcoholic. They say a functioning drunk. I have lost everything to me. i don't care about the job or even the house. I will be missing the best time in my daughters life. The time when everything is fresh and new. The time when even finding a little bug is a wonderment. When they can no longer call Daddy when they are afraid or climb into bed to feel safe. I will not be there. I can only post pictures of "My Girls", including my love of my life. I hope that my wife will continue this account. Showing the girls growing up. I don't know what the future holds for me. I have been sober for only four months now. (since Nov,2009) It's a daily struggle not to have that beer. Don't get me wrong. I was the one who took that first drink. I enjoyed drinking but I did not realize the hold it had on me till i was shaking on the floor for four days detoxing. IF you cannot go with out that drink for a day or a week, please take this as a sign. I don't preach. Everyone makes there own choice. I choose to have that beer. This I am sorry for. Not for me but for the ones I cannot be there for anylonger. Wes

Thanks to my wonderful wife for having the camera always nearby.

Just an update.
It's been eight months now. Still sober but fighting everyday.Found out that almost everyone I called family or friend has abandonded me. Funny how you could spend your life helping and giving but when you fall no one will extend a hand. Just something to think about.