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I'm a computer nerd, as well as a music nerd. I like being able to be around people who think outside the box, and I love making a difference anywhere I go. I love God, first and foremost, and I truly believe in Christianity as a religion that is more open to a diverse aray of convictions than many people realize. I've loved and lost, and it's all hurt like hell along the way. But, somehow, I manage to come out of it believing it'll be okay--simply because it has to. You can't always tell what I'm talking about, but I promise, if you just ask, I can explain it to you in multiple ways. If you don't like me, I'm not sorry, 'cause the odds are I'm trying to like you. If you do like me, then I'm grateful. The simplest things in life make me smile day to day. I am one of those people that is always learning, growing, and trying to better myself and my life. I have a shy side but generally warm up pretty quick. I am also wholeheartedly a hopeless romantic. My friends would probably describe me as a complete nerd with a ridiculously cheesy sense of humor! I'm a sucker for Self help books, great food, great music, or a great conversation. My favorite things to do include cooking, sitting at home having long conversations with friends, traveling, biking, hiking, boating, photography, writing, going to the movies, acting like a complete idiot and eating at yummy restaurants. I sleep less than anyone that I know, I drink tons and tons of caffeine in the form of energy drinks and tea, and I am usually awake until the sun comes up in the morning. I like to think of myself as the type of person that gets along with everyone. I'm determined, loyal, aggressive, outspoken, misunderstood. I'm a dreamer, a lover, a fighter. I've experienced love and it has changed my life. To love someone is to give everything you have and everything you are; to be vulnerable. That's what I was. I make mistakes, usually big ones and I always hope for a second chance... rarely ever getting one. I was brought up that you give everyone second chances, you forgive but don't forget. You don't judge and you love with every fiber of your being. I stand true to that. I am a person of my word and i take pride in that. I have the amazing ability to follow through. I'm a leader and i like to stand out from the crowd. I am a supporter and will encourage you to follow your heart and not your head. I believe that you can learn from anything and the harder the experience is to get through the more you can learn from it. I'm not afraid to drop everything to follow opportunity. I'm not afraid to start over. I live far from a perfect life. I over analyze sometimes. I search for answers to age old questions. I believe in God but our relationship isn't where i'd like it to be. I have big dreams and I believe that the only person that can stop me is me. Welcome to my world.