☆*¨* CellaR *¨*☆'s photostream  

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I use Flickr as my dying message.
Because pics of me will be on Flickr even after I die...

I am a lone wolf.

I am a Black belt holder in Karate.

I never go with the flow even after I die.

I love to be alone. I do love solitude.
I enjoy being alone.

By the way , people who pass themselves off as myself on facebook , myspacecom and Twitter or so exist . Those are FAKE .
I do not have facebook , myspacecom and Twitter account cos I don't like making friends and I am a lone wolf.




I live in Japan now. I'm looking for sweetest perfection...

I am made of 50% and 50%

I'm always climbing deeper inside of me...

stains on the carpet and in the memory...

I never know if this life's real.... must be "" make-believe ""...

I'll never lose that pain...no matter what.
no promises as to if I'll be able to be myself...



now I know that i'm breaking to pieces...
thru the mouth of my eye...
thru the the eye of the needle...



it's easier for me to get closer to heaven than ever feel whole
again...



↑ CellaR Cinemagic Pictures Presents



I'll never lose that pain and I'll dream of that pain forever...
Round and round and round and it's coming apart again
over and over and over...
How the end always is...



Murder song that I hear from the deep red ocean bed.
Machine sings.
That is like a crazy morning ray.
Walther P38 in my hand.

I feel a hatred look on my back.
I throw today away.
Burning blood rose in my hand.
Deep red wavelet in my hand.

All of what was held by me become extinct.
That's fate.

Burning blood rose in my hand.
Deep red wavelet in my hand.
Walther P38 in my hand.





I can speak English and Japanese.

I DO NOT LIKE RANDOM FRIEND COLLECTORS.

I dislike Japanese visual rock band or
J-Rock cos they are too fake and childish.
their style is also called "" enka-rock ( 演歌ロック ) "" .





☠ ❘❙ ❙ ❚ I transform myself into ⋱⋱⋱ CellaR ⋰⋰⋰ to destroy my natural face. ❚ ❙ ❙ ❘☠





⥢⥢⥢ I love cult horror films ⥤⥤⥤

and

film called ☆*¨* The Girl on a Motorcycle *¨*☆( not horror film )
I love this film cos of the leather biker catsuit that is made by Lanvin and Harley Davidson Electra Glide, Norton Atlas, HD Model R, HD WL 1200cc .



I'm not lez, gay or bi.



P.S People tell me I'm like Twiggy Ramirez or Manson.
I'm not a fan of Manson or Twiggy.

I'm a big fan of Robert Smith of THE CURE.
In fact, my hair style used to be like that big bursting
hair style like Robert.




I'm also a big fan of Camille Keaton ( aka Vickie Kehl ) as Jennifer Hills and 恵子 ケイコ as アーサー .



P.P.S I never go out without weaing makeup.

Btw, I want a Time Machine.




since 16th March 2010