The girl who blinked with both eye's' photostream

well to start with I'm a girl. I'm almost sixteen. I'm pretty unusual person. I'd like to think that. I sometimes say weird and unusual things..lol I don't even why?...*loooong silence*...SHOE! AGH!
l'm socially awkward, not very good with people although I'm very friendly (if you don't freak me out into saying weird things) but mostly I'm a nice person. umm to nice for my own good! ..ya it's a curse. (seriously I can't be mean!)
I'm not very good at talking just about myself, so I don't know how this is going..but I will not stop here.
I'm a bit of a shy person and I don't like being the center of attention ( I pannick! O_o ) I over think pretty much EVERY THING!. and I crack under pressure! don't like to be rushed or yelled at I like to take my time doing things. rarely am I ever satisfied with what I do every thing I do so, everything has to be done and redone approximately 91929394924949493 times.
I'm an idealist,day dreamer, and a perfectionist. I lack determination which is something I'm working at.
I don't like following the crowed! and I follow my own moralistic principle. I fear letting myself down. argh ok ok to much for a flickr account..um just ask! I promise I won't bite :)