My Out of Body Experience.

I wrote this account to my good friend Richard.

Dear friend,

You asked me if I'm afraid of death, well my answer to that is simply no. You will understand why if you read this experience I had when I was sixteen years of age.

It may be a little long, but everything I'm about to relate, is absolutely true. I even went on a radio chat show to talk about my out of body experience ( O.O.B. )

On one particular night, I remember going to bed feeling wide awake. I had to share my father's bedroom because we were a large family with very little room. I had a single bed and my father slept alongside me in his own double bed.

I went to bed in the normal way, but I do remember feeling wide awake that night. My father was fast asleep, and I was laid on top of my sheets on my bed. The bedroom was dimly lit from a street lamp outside, It was a first floor maisonette, and the curtains were very thin which allowed light to come into the room very easily. I had my eyes open looking at the wall in front of me, with my head slightly raised on the pillow.

I kept staring at my bedroom wall in front of me, then after a short while the strangest thing started to happen to me. I suddenly realised that I was no longer staring at the wall, but instead, I was being drawn upwards towards my bedroom ceiling. I remember feeling some dizziness, then after this feeling there was a sense of like ~what am I worrying about, then I started to get other feelings such as love, and feeling very safe, I felt very happy indeed. I was then levitating close to ceiling level leaving my own physical body below me. I couldn't see my body below because I was in a horizontal position looking upwards at the ceiling above, I was not scared, rather, I felt just the opposite, completely fearless!

Suddenly, I was being drawn backwards towards my neighbour's wall, I was still in a horizontal position looking upwards, now very close to ceiling level.

Richard, I felt I was the same size as the physical body below me that was lying on the bed, I was thinking exactly the same way as you do when you're inside the physical body, the only difference I felt was a feeling of weightlessness, followed by no fear whatsoever.

So! back to what I was telling you, I was going backwards now with my head coming towards the bedroom wall, I was fully expecting to bang my head as I approached it, but this didn't happen. I was still looking upwards, when suddenly, I was no longer in dim lighting, Instead, I was in complete darkness. The reason for this was because I had just passed through my bedroom wall, and was now looking upwards into the cavity wall where there was no light whatsoever, this lasted for maybe a second or two, then suddenly, I was surrounded by bright light. Remember, I was still looking upwards in a horizontal position. Seconds later, I saw that the bright light was coming from a rather large light bulb on the ceiling above me with no shade on it.

I believed I was now looking at my next door neighbour's ceiling because of the short distance I had travelled through the wall, then at this point, things started to get really weird!

Whilst I was levitating, I turned my head to the right side of me, and there to my amazement, I saw a large brown wardrobe to the side of me, I then turned my head to the left side of me, and here I saw another similar wardrobe, I continued to keep turning my head further left, and in doing so, I could see a single bed with a man sat up reading a book, he had spectacles perched on the end of his nose, I recognised this man to be my next door neighbour, Tony. The room was brightly lit, and I could see everything in the room very clearly, there was no sound because he was just reading this book.

Richard! because I felt so normal, I thought that my neighbour could see me and probably start shouting at me, I know this sounds daft, but I felt so normal, I felt that I was solid as you would be in your physical body.

Obviously, he could not see me, as he simply continued to read his book. I could see shoes on the floor by the side of the bed, I also noticed a small bedside cabinet, and the color of his curtains were blue, there was also a bluey colored cover on his bed.

I wasn't thinking about my physical body in the other room, because I realised that the real me was now here in my neighbour's bedroom, I wasn't scared or anything, I felt fantastic and disconnected from my physical body in the other room, I had no interest in my physical body anymore, it meant nothing to me.

Suddenly, I realised that I was being drawn feet first back through the same wall I had just come through, I was still in a horizontal position looking upwards, then as my feet approached the wall, they just passed straight through it, there was no resistance from the wall as my feet entered it, I didn't seem to have any control over my spirit as it was going back through the wall again, it just carried on by itself. Whilst I was going back through the wall, I experienced this darkness again, I still believe this was due to me looking up into the cavity wall again as I passed through it, as before, it seemed like one second of complete darkness, before I encountered the dim lighting of my own bedroom, I was still in a horizontal position, but now staring up at my own ceiling on the other side of the wall.

Then from this staring upwards, the next thing I remembered, was getting drawn down to my physical body below at very high speed, when I made contact, there was this almighty jolt like I'd just been electrocuted, this jolt then flung me into a sitting position followed by great difficulty in breathing properly, my heart was racing so fast, I thought I was having an heart attack because of the pain in my chest, but after a short while my breathing regulated, and came down to a comfortable rate, then having calmed down, I was then left thinking, what in the world had just happened to me.

I retained a very good memory of what I saw that night, I was so excited by what had just happened, that it left me unable to sleep that night, I was desperate for daylight too arrive.

Around 9 o' clock, I went round to my next door neighbour's flat, I knew the people very well as they were good friends of the family. When my neighbour came to answer the door, I said to Phyllis, " is there any chance of me looking in your upstairs bedroom, " She replied," what for? " I said " last night I came out of my body and went into Tony's bedroom, ". she said " what the hell do you mean?". I said, " I can't explain it, but please can I take a look? she replied "Tony doesn't allow people into his bedroom, but he's gone to the shops at this moment, but if you're very quick, you can take a look."I said "thank you!" and went up the stairs to his bedroom door. Phyllis trusted me as I had known her for a very long time. Outside the door, I crossed my fingers and prayed that everything would be as I saw it the previous night.

Inside the room, the very first thing that I saw was this large brown wardrobe, followed by this single bed, and then this secondary wardrobe, everything was in the same position just as I had seen that night, I noted the bluey cover on the bed, followed by these blue curtains, I then looked up and noticed the (bulb with no shade on it), the bedside cabinet was also there, the only thing that I couldn't see were the shoes, I concluded that Tony would be wearing these to go to the shops.

So, all the things in the bedroom were in the same position, and the bedcover and curtains were the same color I had seen that night. This then confirmed to me that you do not die, and that there's no such thing as death, only to the physical world not the spirit world. I was so happy, you could never begin to understand how this made me feel when I confirmed what I had seen in that bedroom. I felt like break- dancing, I was speechless, and uncontrollably happy, personally, I do not need anymore proof than this.

There is a big difference between my out of body experience and people that say they were transported to a heavenly place through a tunnel, the difference being they are very unlikely to revisit the space that they went to after they arrive back from the brink of so called death, this then leaves them never knowing whether it was a dream or not.

In my case however, I was able to revisit the place and confirm what I had seen, this then left me 100% percent certain that you do leave your body behind and continue existing after so called death.

I wish that I could do something to stop people worrying about this death nonsense, because I believe they are worrying over nothing. People should be celebrating funerals as they do in China. sadly, most people don't understand, they think that death spells the end.

There doesn't seem to be anything I can do other than tell the truth about my experience and trust people to make their own judgement, my message to everyone is, (too stop worrying, it's an absolute fact)!

Written by Darren felon.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Birds in a flap!

I've written this true short story I wanted to share with you below... read on.

This is a true experience I had in my late twenties, listen up!

I remember one particular afternoon when I was living with my girlfriend, that I felt a little tired that day, and wanted an afternoon nap, but before I could do this, I said to Joanne, this being my girlfriend at the time, "could you put those two cockatiels in the boxroom for me and cover them up so as to be able to get some sleep from their constant squawking" she replied "okay"!

The reason for putting them in the box-room instead of leaving them in the living-room, was because our living room carpet was too thick, so we couldn't close the door properly to shut out the noise from the birds!

The box-room wall was the adjoining wall of my bedroom, So off to bed for my nap I went. I'd only been in bed five minutes, when suddenly I heard this almighty crash!

I through myself forwards wide eyed from a Lying position in shock of this massive bang, then looking towards the bedroom doorway, I saw two brightly coloured yellow birds clung to the (inside) of my bedroom wall, and within seconds they'd disappeared!

So I then leapt out of bed to go and investigate this very loud bang, when I got there, I saw Joanne my girlfriend, stood with this birdcage on the floor.

I asked her what had happened here, she replied, "I was trying to hang the birdcage on the stand but somehow missed the hook it hangs on, which made it crash to the floor".

The bottom of the cage was split from the impact of the floor, the birds which were the same brightly yellow coloured birds I'd just seen moments early on the other side of the wall, were now happily squawking again inside their cage, they'd both left their physical bodies temporarily from the shock of this powerful impact, and in doing so projected their physical images on the other-side of the wall.

They could have been green frogs clung to my side of the bedroom wall my friends, but that wasn't the case here, they were the same identical yellow birds within that cage, and when you've seen something that convincing, you'd be a madman or women to think otherwise!

Now that's something you don't see everyday, but it did happen my friends, and I saw them very clearly indeed, I can remember it like it was yesterday!

Cockatiels are (extremely) nervous birds, which made them leave their physical bodies temporarily, they still project the same image they were in life, nothing changes about your outer projected image to a physical being, after so called death, and you still retain the (same character) you were in life!

God bless you!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Thief.

If you were a thief in your past life's, wouldn't it make good sense to have something stolen from you in this lifetime?

What goes around comes around, the sooner you take this to be a fact, the sooner your lives will improve!

(It's universal justice)

If your left to continue to do wrong, the definition of wrong will then become the definition of right, thus creating an in-balance within your spirit and outer you, that leads to ill fate, sickness, and eternal failure!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Emanation.

All thoughts whether supposedly good or bad are emanated out from the inner you to the whole universe to receive without you even knowing this!

This emanating thought transmission from the inner you is like iron filings to a magnet, it connects with the same or similar compatible emanation as the transmitter itself!

Do you understand the above?

The definition of this Heaven and Hell is carried within ourselves by the way we act and think towards others, once you start to realise this, you'll then become free of your own self created miseries in life.

Anything done in life for some kind of reward in Heaven, will never fruit.

I'm not saying the spirit realm doesn't exist, it most certainly does!

But within that realm, you will find (separation) of different spirits, simply because all emanations are not the same compatibilities, their all segregated into different space of it's own kind within the realm, do you understand this?

Here on earth and in the spirit realm, you can't be around something supposedly bad, if it isn't emanating from your inner self, you would only be around someone of a (similar) compatible nature to you. It's not universably possible to connect a supposedly wrong with a right, that would be like wearing your shoes on the wrong feet, they'd be going in the opposite direction to you.
------------------------------------------------
Hot and cold will always produce steam.
------------------------------------------------
This is how the universe works, it's a (foolproof system), how can anyone fool their inner self? it's not possible to fool yourself, because you, and I, and everyone knows within, whether it's a true or false emanation going outwards to the universe!

It's like a reflection in a mirror, what you project out in emanation, is coming straight into your path frame whether you like it or not!

Until "you've" identified supposedly wrong reflections within yourself in others around you, you wont make "any" supposedly good progress in life!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
There's nothing supposedly good or bad in life, but thinking makes it so.

Pain and pleasure are given existence from the inner mind.

"Good and Bad" are made up by the earthly norms to identify earthly order and disorder, it's "not" something that really exist in the spirit realm!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I hope this gives you some guidance to free yourself from life's self created miseries!

You're the decider in life, make you choices my friend!

Freedom is a state of mind, not a location.

I'm a Lighthelper, that's sharing his knowledge to set you free!

God bless you!
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Mirror.

Look in the mirror and say these words (truthfully) below to yourself.

Could I live in a world full of people like myself, that act like me, and think like me, and do all the things that I do from this day onwards, and be totally happy with that eternally? yes you heard me right, I said eternally.

Very few if any worldwide could say yes to the above, unless they were getting something out of their yes statement that fulfills their own desires!

The reason why I'm most certain about this is because this is a controlled predator world level that you come into with few or many setbacks to deal with!

Selfishness on some level is within us all here on this controlled predator level, otherwise you just couldn't be here, period!

Ask this question within, and selfishness will be identified at some level within you, just check your actions and you'll find it!

Not been able to say yes to any of the above, will keep you from (real freedom), and in chains eternally until you can address your dislikes about yourself, I'm deadly serious about this!

It would only be desire of something that's making you say yes, take the fruits (completely) out of life, then (real human reality) steps back in, taking you back to the controlled predator world stage. do you understand this?

Ask the mirror question within any group of a good understanding age, and I'll guarantee that the majority of the group would say no if they were telling the (whole truth), and not just saying it to look special in someway among the others, plus, the small part of the group would only be saying yes through desiring to be different, and ego!

We are living out our egos, destroying this (nonsense) within that lead us into this controlled predator world in the first place, is the key to (real freedom), of a dimension that you, and I, and everyone couldn't even being to comprehend!

I'll give you an example of what I'm talking about below!

Human nature!

If you and your mother, father, were drowning in the open sea next to one another, he, she, would become no more than a grab tool to get to the surface for your own survival, (mother father) wouldn't be a thought in your head, (only survival) would matter at that very moment. Same applies to yourself, you'd become a grab tool for their survival, it's human nature in action!

The (real) us would rise to the surface with emanating anger, when our comfort zones are disturbed in anyway whatsoever, fact! Religious beliefs would then become no more than (just) words at that very moment!

When push comes to shove, the good old civilized? human being doesn't have any problems doing this!

Stop deluding yourself!

If truth was an object, it would take up very little space on this earth!

Live your life for (you), not for someone else's likes!

Secrecy is self imprisonment to the inner you!

I myself am trying my hardest to free from wrongs, because I simply feel uncomfortable living in this low level predator world, I don't wish to return here period, I'm tired of being a sheep that follows the human norms!

True happiness starts from within, how can anyone like you, if you don't even like yourself?

If you can't forgive others, why should they ever forgive you?

You are your (own judge and jury) in life, that reaps it's own accurate earthly verdict!

If words of compliment are not really meant, why even say them?

Speaking your mind will free you from self mental imprisonment!

Even a whisper is heard if it's (truly) meant!

One word of truth is better than speaking a lifetime of lies!

Falsity, hinders personal spiritual development!

You only have one life long friend, and that is "self".

There is "no" yesterday or tomorrow, only the now is you!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Healing prayer.

My body and all it's organs, were created by the infinite intelligence within my subconscious mind, It knows how to heal me, it's wisdom fashioned all of my organs, tissues, muscle, and bone. This infinite healing presence within me, is now transforming every cell of my being, making me whole and perfect. I give thanks for the healing I know is taking place at this time, wonderful are the works of the creative intelligence within me.

Amen!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
If none of what I write doesn't apply to you, then I wont be expecting a disagreeable reply, because you simply wouldn't be here!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Free yourselves, hear and see the truth of these linked documentaries!

(Wake Up Call Remastered Edition) copy and paste the link below!

stagevu.com/video/tvirwposzlsw

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And this one below.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAaQNACwaLw&feature=channel_v...
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----///\\------ Please
---///--\\\---- put this
---|||----|||--- on your
---|||-- -|||--- profile if
---|||----|||--- you know
---\\\--///---- someone
----\\\///----- who is living with, survived
-----///\------ or has passed away from
----///\\\----- cancer.
---///--\\\---- Thank you for your support!

Lighthelper :) back at work for now. :)'s favorite photos from other Flickr members (8,921)

Contacts (246)

See more...

Groups (3737)

Show more... Show fewer...

Testimonials (4)

  • view profile

    Heniusia says:

    ""It's with a beating heart that I am always coming to view Darren's pictures.I know that I will see new surprises of his life and on his road . I am never disappointed, but my heart beats, because it's so emotional and so beautiful . Fantastic shots of his life going on !
    Much love , much peace, much profound reflections about life. Much respect for his family life...
    And so much elegancy, lovely sense of humor, kind words and love from you .
    Darren, I am so proud to be your flickr friend .
    You are a wonderful photographer with soul and talent .
    You are also a beautiful person with charisma , seldom met .
    We are all certainly enjoying your world and I admire you from deep of my heart .
    Keep going on, Darren dear, thank you for all your beautiful pictures .

    Hugs from Belgium, Heni .""

    22nd May, 2010

  • view profile

    JohnAgrelSmith says:

    "Within this site or Photostream, is the Heart of a truly incredible Soul, who has captured the essence of Love and Life, in this world and beyond. The passion and inspiration that has been placed into these Photos reflects the True heart and Soul of its author.

    Great Work my Friend, and its a true honour to call you that. Regards John"

    14th July, 2009

  • view profile

    mountainbeliever says:

    "In the last two days, I have looked at practically every picture that Lighthelper has posted...and I am left in a state of awe. I think you can tell alot about who a person really is by the photos they take. This is what I see in Lighthelper...he is a beautiful, loving soul...this is obvious in his sky pictures. If you have not seen them, you are in for a real treat! He has a way of catching the sun, the golds and silvers, as I have never before seen. His eye for beauty is undeniable, and it has yet to fail him. The constantly changing sky is a beautiful, divine subject matter for so many photographers, and Lighthelper is one of the best in my opinion...just incredibly talented! I must go on, however, as it does not end there! The sky is not the limit...it is only the beginning! I encourage each and every one to read his Out of Body Experience Story...it made my eyes mist with tears, while at the same time, a smile crossed my lips. His story is not only wonderful and so enlightening, it is just so well written. I believe he has a calling as a writer, as well as a photographer! I hope to see more of his stories, as I continue to follow his stream. Again, still not the end! I have so very much enjoyed his ghostly pictures. He is definately a chosen soul, and has a gift that can only come from God. He finds things that most would never ever be able to capture...and he captures them so beautifully. They are incredible..truely incredible. I am a firm Believer, and I know it is true what he captures. He does not sink to trickery, and is honest about what he does and does not know. He has an open mind, which gives him that beautiful, dazzling open heart! Yes, I have said alot here, but there is much to be said. Lighthelper is a gifted soul, in every sense of the word, and I am honored to have been able to see his work, hear his words, and be touched in my own heart by his incredible talent. Thank you Lighthelper...your screen name is quite fitting...quite fitting indeed! You are a beacon to those on this side, and also to those on the other side...you are a gifted, talented photographer, and a beautiful writer. Please do not ever stop doing what you are doing. You have brought joy, love, and a great peace into my heart and my world. Thank you...I love you!"

    8th August, 2008

  • view profile

    Whatfun1 says:

    "You have a wonderful, peaceful
    site. Have enjoyed looking.
    Thanks for the invite."

    14th May, 2008

Name:
Darren felon
Joined:
December 2007
Hometown:
Sheffield
Currently:
South Yorkshire.
I am:
Male and Taken
Occupation:
Night security for a fitness gym.