Remembering Noor Banu / Discuss

L8o    says:

From: Noor Banu
Date: January 24, 2010 2:34:45 AM CST
To: k8o@me.com
Subject: my best friend

hallow my best friend good morning
how are u, i received your msg i was very sorry that i could not give u the answer quick because i was not well, u [wouldn't] believe [how many times] i read your msg. many times again i feel like read so i did it, [but] i was not in a position to give u the answer so it has taken time sorry for that , i am not well, my mind and my body should help me so i live to do the best,

i want to tell u some thing this is very important, [in my life] i have [had] one best friend. she is my heart. that is only one in this world which until now i found [such friendship] - that is my fatima, she is the best friend in this world. she is the best, i love her sooooo much, she is my every thing, if any thing happened to her i will die on the spot, if she is very far if any thing happened to her i will come to know that something wrong to her, i cannot eat or sleep or do any thing,it is like that,

god kept that kind of attachment in between us, if any thing happened to her i will come to know, then i will be running in the house to her room and i will go to her photo and do some of the prayers to her, when i will see her photo as if i think that she is in front of me so that i will go to her photo, some time i will cry and ask god that if any prob are coming to fatima pls god give it to me not to her, i will take it, but she cannot take it, she is the only one baby for me, she is the best for me in my life, i beg god soooo much,

she is the one who can understand my mind and my heart , she is my daughter, and she is my best friend, and she is my mother, she is every thing for me in this world, may god help her in every thing, may god give her the best health and the best wealth also to her husband, they are very good, in this world,

now i found u as the 2 best friend also, i can talk to u soooo many things, some things i cannot take to her, why because she is week [reference to a medical condition] may be all things she cannot hear and digest if she cannot [bear to] hear then she will faint, that give me the tooooo much pain, so i have to think [before I] talk to her now, recently i told her that i am getting chest pain pls give me the medicine, that time she was in sleep. on the spot she got up and she was trying to give the tablets. i just [barely] closed my eyes [when suddenly] i can hear the big sound. when i opened my eyes what i see she is on the floor and she was fainted. now u think about me i [suddenly] dont know [notice] my pain where it is gone and i was running to hold her [pick her up]. i cannot lift her. [i am] crying and calling family members calling no body can hear, i took her on my laps and crying after some time two family members came then i ask them to give some of the water so that i put on fatimas face and i called her many times so she [finally] got up, i asked her what happened pls tell me. she told me she dont remember. i was crying sooo much,

i taught [realized] she was not having since-many days sleep and due to [all because of] me. since long time she is restless [fitfully sleeping], that is the rezone that she cannot take it any prob to listen, i feel it, from that time i am not telling any thing what is happening to my health, may be [in case] she is taking [the problems too much] to her heart,

so at-least i can talk to u, so that u can guide her in nice way i think that is better, she will be fine. after long time she was fainted, it [still bothers] kills me, she got hurt on her head and at her back [and] i have to take her to doctor for scan. may god help us, still she have pain in her body, i feel very bad and cry,

she is the one told me [to tell her about] that what all the simtams all happening to me. i have to tell her so that she will guide the doctor and take care of me. also [it is important to communicate to the doctors so] they will some times they will change the medicines, i said ok. [but] now i [am afraid to burden her and ] cannot do that any more, better i will tell u every thing so that u can guide me,

u asked me the tel no, mob no is, 91-********


this is my house adress; [removed to maintain privacy]
                                         INDIA.

this is my complete adress of the house, i am not in the hospital ,i went and full day i was there after they finish giving the medicines in my body i came to home and i am on bed, before i was in the hospital for nearly one month before, then doctors told that i can take the cancer medication and go home, like that, that is the resone that i am in the house, when ever they are calling we are going to the hospital, god knows what will happen, pls one request with u, kindly take care of fatima all the time,she need very badly help [medical condition] i want her to be strong in this world, more and more strong so that she can take every thing and solve it independently, i love u sooomuch, may god bless u all the time, may god give u the best health and wealth, dont spend money on me may be i am going to die soon, so pls dont send to me any thing to me, only the prayers, dont forget to pray for my family, that is fatima and her husband and me, my health, i love u sooo much, may be i made u boor, sorry for this, if there is any thing wrong pls forgive me, i love u,


yours
best friend
mrs,noor