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The Daily Life of T-girl Boylady Shirley

My name is Shirley. I am a Chinese transsexual woman. When I was a child, my mother and I lived in Beijing, the capital of China. My father seldom lived with us. Now I am living in Hong Kong by myself. I can speak fluent Mandarin (Putonghua) and Cantonese as well as some English. Although my appearance looks like a man rather than a woman when I clear off the feminine makeups on my face, I do not know why my body looks like a woman more than a man. My breasts are much bigger than a normal man. When I am wearing a man's tight fit, my mammae protrude out so much that they look nearly like a woman. I feel embarrassing in front of men. Males often make jokes with my breasts and some even grasped my mammae. They are very detestable ! In fact, I possess no vagina like a woman does. My body height is 5ft. 4in.(163cm) and my weight is 128lb.(58Kg). My breasts band is 35in. (89cm) and my chest band is 32in.(81cm). My waist band is 31in.(78cm) and my buttocks band is 36in.(92cm). Usually I like to wear a 36in.(92cm) brassiere with C-cups because I like to have a more beautiful profile. My larynx is not remarkable. My voice is somewhat in between of the two sexes. I am mild and genteel. Neither I smoke cigarettes nor I drink wines. When a female flirts with me, the turgidity of my penis is small. It is too small for me to undergo copulation with a female. I experienced ejaculations only when I was wearing tradition Chinese female wears in severe bondage as well as my mammae were being kneading hard or my penis was being sucking continuously by females. It is very gloomy that I have no real sex relations for many years because I actually do not possess the capability of a man for normal copulation. Physically, I do not possess strong muscles like a man. My flesh and muscles are similar to a woman. My skin is pale yellow in colour. It is slightly coarser than a woman but it is much more delicate than a man. I have some thin scattered short black hairs on my legs and in my arm-pits. The length of my penis is not more than 3in.(7.5cm) and my right testis is not well-developed. Unlike Thailand, It is very difficult for a transsexual woman to be employed in Hong Kong. My financial condition cannot afford me to proceed in the sex transformation surgery. At present, I receive some financial supports from my female friends. I often live with my female friends in their apartments. My female friends are single office ladies. Many of them feel much sympathy for me. They support me a lot. Some treat me as a good companion in playing games because they like to bind transsexual girls wearing Chinese qipao. They told me that their passions would be unbridled and extremely exciting when binding a girl with some male features, a transsexual girl. They liked to bind a transsexual girl like me with my arms and legs behind the back. Amazingly, they did not gain the same feeling when they tied up normal females likewise. After they had bound me, they swept over my sensitive organs with their lips and groped about my whole body by their hands. They kissed my ears, the two sides of my neck, breasts, palms, feet and my penis. They groped my arm-pits, arms, legs, chest, waist, back, buttocks, scrotum and anus. Their two most extreme favours were kneading my mammae and sucking my penis because I would scream continuously and struggled hard when I gained fanciful sensations. They loved to view how I was struggling in great pains with severe bondage. They told me it was extraordinary exciting and they appreciated the game very much. It was also unbelievable that I liked my female friends grasping my mammae firmly and kneading them continuously too. The sensation was fanciful and my passion could be initiated. I indulged in this particular feeling very much. The sensation was extremely wonderful. It could not be described in words and expressed by symbols. It brought me along with simultaneous pains as well as happiness, especially when my female friends kneading my mammae hard and sweeping my nipples and areolae slightly and alternatively. Many years ago, I came across a horrible experience in a public place. I was insulted by several men of whom I had no acquaintance with. They caught me and squeezed my arms and hands at the back. Though they had not tied me up, they grasped my breasts and kneaded my mammae rudely. At that time, my only feeling was pain. I had no fanciful sensation at all. Those fanciful sensations would appear only when my mammae were kneading by females. What a horrible dream it was while my mammae were grasping by men ! However it may be, I do not mind bondages because I am feeble and submissive and I like wearing Chinese qipao in bondage by girls. It is a matter of everyday occurrence that I put on a periwig of long black hair and wearing Chinese qipao indoors because I love elegance and I like the feeling of bondage while wearing Chinese qipao. All Chinese qipaos and female ornaments are gifts of my female friends. They ordered Chinese qipaos according to my profile from a famous Hong Kong tailor. The Chinese qipaos are very splendid and beautiful. My female friends comment that my portrait is more elegant and slimer when I am wearing a Chinese qipao. If I am wearing a pair of shoes with high heels at the same time, the feminine meekness almost meets my personal characters. Nowadays, it is still illegal for a born male, with Hong Kong identity card marked as `MALE', wearing female clothings, like a transsexual girl, walking in the public, particularly in need of going to toilet. If `he' enters a female toilet, `he' will be arrested and sentenced imprisoned for 2 months because of committing an offence against the law. In everyday life, I am quite puzzled, painful and helpless. In case I have to go outdoors for shopping, I always wear a loose man's T-shirt and a pair of trousers. I try my very best to hide my femininity outdoors, particularly my mammae in front of men. Although I wish I could be a hundred per cent genuine female so that I can live like a woman both indoors and outdoors normally, my female friends do not consent to my thoughts. They spoke frankly to me that they were afraid of losing those fantastic sentiments in binding a transsexual girl like me, because those wonderful feelings did not appear when they were binding a genuine female. They believe that those fantastic sentiments would have vanished if I were a normal female. They often advise me that the community in Hong Kong is mainly Chinese. The marjority of Chinese are very conservative. They are not so open-minded as Europeans and Americans. At present, people in Hong Kong community do not accept transsexual girls !

When I was a child, I lived like a girl. My mother told me that, since I have been born, she dressed me as a girl because she wished to have a daughter. She said that it was easier to take care a little daughter wearing a dress than a little boy wearing trousers. I knew nothing about sex at that time. I was just wearing dresses and playing with girls in my childhood. All my friends were girls. Later, I was told about gender. Since then, I was obliged to wear as a boy no matter I was at home, in schooling or going outside. I felt very painful. At that time, when I was staying alone at home, I searched for female clothings and ornaments to put on myself. Very comfortable, I could be a `girl' again ! I dreamed to be a genuine girl !

When I was a child, my mother brought me along to Guangzhou, Guangdong province of China, to visit my father's elder sister. One day in the morning, my elder cousin sister and several younger girls gathered together in a mezzanine. They were playing games. I wished to join them and asked my elder cousin sister to let me in. My elder cousin sister told me that because I was a boy, I was not qualified to play with them. If I really wished to join, I had to be a girl or at least dressed like a girl and disguised as a girl. At that time, I was very lonely and I was very eager to play with the girls. I made my promised without any hesitation, because I really liked dressing up as a girl. Then she took out her small Chinese qipao, some female wears and oranments. She helped me dressing up. After I had played with the girls for a while, my elder cousin sister declared that, from now on, she would act as a judge. Suddenly, she sentenced me guilty and the punishment was bondage for ever. She took out some ropes and ordered the other little girls to help catching me up. My hands and feet were bound by ropes. My chest and trunk were also tied up fast by her. This was my first experience of bondage in Chinese qipao crossdressing.

A few years later, my mother and I migrated to Macau. One day, my mother brought me to visit her elder sister. My younger cousin sister was a good friend of mine. When we were playing blindman's buff in a guest bedroom, I discovered some ropes hidden under a bed and I told my younger cousin sister about it secretly. Amazingly, she explained that she liked bondage. She liked to bind girls. She told me that if I were a girl, she would have tied me up too. Very fantastic ! I whispered her that actually I was a crossdresser since I had been born. I liked dressing Chinese qipao when I was alone. I like bondage too. In her favour, I was willing to be bound by her. So she brought me a red gown, black corsets and underwear, bracelets, necklace, long periwig and some hair ornaments. She helped adorning me carefully. She told me that she would let me show out my greatest feminine beauty before she tied me up. At that time, I was nearly as tall as my younger cousin sister. After I had dressed up those female wears, she first bound my hands on my back tightly. Then, she tied up my feet with a rope. At last, she bound around my chest and trunk severely. From that time, I loved doing bondage with feminine partners so much.

As I grow up, I like dressing Chinese female traditional wears. I love doing bondage and playing SM with females. I usually act as a slave in bondages. In sex, I have little sexual desire and nearly nil sexual relation. Though I do not possess the capability of a man in sex, I can be excited by a female if she gropes about my body and flirts with me, especially when I am dressing Chinese qipao and she ties me up hard. I always wonder why I am possessing feminine breasts since I have never taken in any female hormones. Psychologically, I love female but reject male firmly because I have no feeling of security when a man is nearby. I am afraid of raping by a man. Am I a lesbian ?

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